Source: ifeelmytimehascome
Happy Birthday!
Time has really taken its course. A couple of months ago I met you in at Classic and now 4 months later I cant go a day without talking to you! Even if it is just hearing your voice or listening to you rant on about almost anything. It is crazy how we have grown so close and it is hard to imagine going a day without you. You always have ways to life my spirits up and are such an amazing friend. Happy Birthday! Hope you enjoyed the Bible, Chocolate covered Strawberries, Drive down to get Verde, and Driving up to see you on your Birthday was all worth wild for you.
I dont even know what i have to say right now i am so confused. At one point i was super hopeful and now im not even sure. I know that i am most definitely not the type to give up on anything esp if i know that the slightest chance of hope is there. I am just that determined. but i never had to battle something like this before. I spent all night thinking rolling in bed trying to just take it all in and I think it would be worth it. I know you push me away cuz you care enough about me to not want me to hurt. but idk why i just wont listen. maybe i am more stubborn than you are… haah thats a first.
I will always be that one special friend you have no matter what the out come of this is. You are my best friend first one that i could tell anything and everything to. sometimes im not sure if i can say it but you always make me feel reassured. I know that these past couple of weeks have been a roller coaster for both of us. You having your mixed emotions and insecurities. Me just being me. throwing myself out there. But we will get through it together. I always got your back hopefully you have mine. You push me away many times but something just brings me back… I will always be a friend to go to i hope all that has happened doesnt ruin our friendship
I will prove you wrong!!
I cant even being to explain how right now the smile i have on my ridiculous face right now! I already know what to expect when i started liking you! I know that you have these insecurities! I know what is on the table but im still here right? These insecurities you have im not worried about it! Im ready for them… To support you in whatever way possible. To pick you up when your at your lows and hold you at your highs! I know i can say all this right now of how i am going to be better than your past but words have soo little meaning compared to the action. I will prove you wrong baybee! This guy right here will be the sweetest guy you know. And Nice Guys do exist!
I really hate to see you like this….
I know lately you been really moody and I noticed. But it really kills me to see you like this. I know that your family is not the way you want it… and it really kills me to have to see you this sad! Its really a downner! i know but keep your head up! It takes alot of time to soften hearts. But i know that you have the gift and the tools to evangelize to your family! Ill be there by your side to support you all the way! You always got me! thats why your my best friend! ill be there to support you! no matter what!
I really dont know what to say but Im praying for you! and you know you always got me!
Hebrews 12 : 1-3
Its like a bag of trail mix
I guess recently things have been changing for the worst in my perspective. my feelings have just been a mess lately… confused on what you really want has really thrown me off. I know for sure that this friendship we had is what i want more than anything. but at times i feel like we have soo much more! all these mix feelings and making an attempt to stop talking to you has all faillllled…. Its like a bag of trail mix you never know what your gunna get next. and right now i not gunna know what imma have to face next.
How To Treat A Guy Right.
- Time to time, remind him that you’re his lady & how much care.
- Let him know that he is appreciated & loved.
- When he’s sad or mad, just hold him and keep him calm.
- Never talk about other guys or exes.
- Support him with everything.
- Send him Good morning & good night texts.
- Keep your full attention on him, guys like attention.
- Be honest about everything, no matter how stupid it is.
(via chocolatelam)
